Let’s get personal.
I finally did it. I finally summoned the courage to start from scratch career-wise. I had to, at this point, I have no choice but to bite whatever is available. I can’t let my ego get in the way of my need to support myself financially.
I’ve earned my stripes in my previous company by working my ass off and squeezing every bit of my brain juice. I thought moving back home with a solid resume is more than enough to get the job that I wanted and a compensation that would support the lifestyle that I adapted from the City. But boy I was wrong!
There are lots of call center companies sprouting in Bacolod but the ones that I prefer didn’t feel the need to hire an external team leader. The only option was to start as an agent and so now that’s what I’m doing — I’m back at the bottom of the food chain. ;p Good thing though I was picked to join a pilot sales account and if the pilot run succeeds, the client will grant the company the additional headcounts so there is a huge opportunity for promotion. So that’s enough to earn a YEY!
This is the first week of our LP training and everything seems to go smoothly except for an unpleasant surprise yesterday. There were additional trainees who joined our class and unfortunately, one of them is someone I wish I would never see/talk/deal with for the rest of my life and now, I am stuck in a room with him for a month! Imagine that?!
I was caught off guard and I almost quit. Gaaahhhh! I felt awkward, very uncomfortable and utterly frustrated. The chances that this could happen is one in a million. Okay, probably not that slim but still!
A talk with mom, a couple of motivational speech videos of Nick Vujicic and a few tears cleared my mind. This is my fresh start and no chance in the world would I allow someone whom I don’t give sh*t ruin that for me. I’ve been playing the victim for the longest time and this should stop — now!
So yeah, I survived today with less discomfort yet still praying for God’s grace that He will give me the strength and the heart to face the days ahead.

